Friday, July 30, 2004

these are the nights!

thursday and friday nights for this week have been a really artistic experience for me... thursday's din and tonics- harvard was fabulous.. and just came back from a day of culinary tasting and some puppetry show at the esplanade... lesson learnt: pigs can fly (if and when you believe) surprisingly quite a thought provoking show despite the seemingly simple layout (of scripts and actions)... the every swish of the wrist of the puppet made it come to life... then I realise that puppet-workers are probably the best psychologists around! they examine actions and interpret it's meaning to integrate it into the show... marvellous... brilliant I should say... wed's matriculation was fine... alot of things in uni to look forward to! (ccas and all) and of course... bidding's over.. and I'm anxiously waiting for the results to come out... orientation was fine... and I met my neighbour there! (in the same og) prayers answered for a friend... ;P

Monday, July 26, 2004

most exciting week ahead!

well, not exactly the most exciting for some... but certainly some comfort for the pouty little girl who's going to start school soon! tues would be going down for some lindsay brown talk where I gamely volunteered my services as an usher (and would be meeting up some of my og mates from vcf I believe)... wed would be the matriculation day (a time to make friends somehow and I better start networking!) after which is church practice for me ... thurs would be orientation but the most crucial thing that day would be the a capella performance I'll be going to! (Din and tonics- Harvard a capella group) yay.. and fri would be just orientation, followed by tuition and then cell group yup.. next week would be dining with a *good* friend of mine at some posh restaurant he suggested... (looking forward to it bk!) I came across a jazz dance class advert... well... been in deep thought on whether I should be going for it or not..
since the work load is not known to me.. yet.... ah... satisfaction knowing my next week would be well spent as well... ;P

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

well... of all the things to happen...

I failed... and it wasn't that I was terrible or something... I did an almost flawless warm up drive and then, freaked out for my actual exam because of making the first mistake... and thereafter... it all went downhill... sigh... well... no one said it was going to be easy... operation muffin was a success... and everyone loved it... a very blessed someone got to eat three even... ;P *grin* my voice seems to be drifting in and out... maybe it's a sign for myself to start shutting up and letting people talk for now... (though I do have alot of reservations about that!) the foc og outing was pleasant... had lunch at nydc... suntec... and well! everyone had some hair cut! (but everyone but 'one'-who wasn't even in my og, was oblivious to my highlight and hair cut... sigh) meaningless... meaningless... everything is vanity... ") had lunch with my mom and her pals just now... indian food's a joy albeit me noting that I have to keep my voice box for this sunday... wonderments of wonderments... I actually quoted a 'chen yu' (yes, chinese) which I most probably would keep in mind from now on... pin2 shui3 xiang1 feng2...

Sunday, July 18, 2004

I'm supposed to be knocked out...

I'm supposed to be knocked out (not a knock out although someone else can comment on that one ;P) cause had like only 4 hours of sleep this morning despite drinking some during my class gathering last night... and just came back from some exercise... and yesterday was a whole day of activities before my class gathering... a wedding in which I had to sing, and okok.... morning wasn't too bad cause only had breakfast with my parents after doing some laundry... muffin factory in the works... got the del monte bananas for the banana cinnamon muffins I intend to make on tuesday... tried all other bananas (nothing works as well)
 
jeepers... tomorrow's the driving test... don't panic, don't panic...

Thursday, July 15, 2004

most lethargic...

it's really ironic... time is supposed to pass quickly away when you're the most busy... but somehow I found myself trying to grapple with fleeting time as I 'struggled' with having too few activities on my timetable! gee... that's scary... it shows that I can easily be a long time bummer, which isn't complimentory of course... monday, tuition. tuesday, table tennis with the ladies and then went out for a treat with the ladies, wed, driving, thursday, driving and pastor aaron's wedding rehearsal, friday, tuition... that's like so slack... help... I believe I'm drowning in laziness... (I'm not suffering from workaholism, whatever you call it)... it's just weird, really weird the way time flowed for me this week...

Sunday, July 11, 2004

VCF FOC CAMP 2004

It’s been a most wonderful experience. Not only did I find myself much more oriented towards the studying environment as well as the Christian environment over in NUS, I’ve learnt how to get oriented towards God and the moments that I had with God during that time are some things that I pray will never leave my heart and that I will never forget him as my first love and his perpetual first touch.

The first day was a rather unnerving day for me as I did not know what to expect nor expected myself to react in the most complying way as possible. Thank God that once I reached there to meet my other team mates at Harbourfront Interchange, I switched immediately into ‘extroverted’ mode and chatted furiously away with other freshmen who obviously had their reserve and doubts in coming for the camp at first. I hope that I was one reason why they settled into the camp pretty much more comfortably after which. Thank God there was confirmation on the last night when Lydia, Kathleen and I were talking! It’s the little things like that that make me believe, know and understand how God can use a freshman like me even so. Meeting up with the other half of the group of ns-freed guys was a little disturbing at first because they kept sticking to themselves and I suppose once again, that it is not easy to approach girls they have never known after two years of girl-deprived moments! But we managed to anyway, and really well for the record! We were fast friends and those awkward moments (not for me though) of interaction grew to become one of the most enjoyable moments I would say I have never have had for a long time, or never. I believe I would love university life!

Games came and the guys finally showed their prowess- presumably collected over the expense of two years. We girls just had to act busy by running a little here and there when we were essentially redundant- I think (unless we unwittingly acted as non-spontaneous cheerleaders for them by simply being there). The guys were encouraging nonetheless and I must say that their behavior towards the girls was most gentlemanly. I really appreciate that a lot. Although one must always be cautious as a simple act can cause one to think it other than a friendly gesture.

We talked and teased one another like old friends! For every meal (and I’m proud to say my group was the first to impose it) we would wait until everyone was present before we did our ‘traditional’ ‘fastest thumbs-up first’ to see who would be the next to pray. (I had my chance on the last morning during breakfast itself). Talent night was drawing near and we had yet to write scripts with totally absurd compulsory inclusion of lines which the council decided on.

Theme: Stand in awe of God
Group name “ahhh” has to be said at least thrice
Characters involved: Solomon and Cleopatra
Lines:
“Where did you learn that Pilipino accent from, Imelda?”
“Dove shampoo makes my hair so smooth and silky, I feel so loved”
“ Qing da jia zu yi. Wei le ni de an quan, qing zhan zai huang xian hou mian. Xie xie”
I was tickled of course… what absurd mixture of lines and we immediately got to thinking about our plot.

Plot:
NUS freshie says goodbye to friends met at VCF FOC 2004
Takes the train home
Falls asleep on the train and starts dreaming of Solomon writing Ecclesiastes
Solomon thinks of pleasure, wisdom and work as meaningful things to accomplish but finds futility
Pleasure: Cleopatra enters with poise, sexily dressed and driven and does Dove hair commercial
Wisdom: takes out scroll for top ten things to do during a camp. “Take the monorail for ½ hour in Sentosa, who’s the shortest man in the Bible: Peter (he slept on his watch), how many standing committees are there in VCF? Etc”
Work: Servant hits cow while ploughing
Writers’ block for Solomon
Watches TV and sees England versus Argentina match. Hand of God touches Solomon.
He’s inspired and finishes writing his Ecclesiastes
Back to NUS freshie approaching Batu Pahat stop
Soccer is not just about life and death, it’s more than that.
(Pilipino accent) even after attending the VCF Camp, the men just don’t get it.

The performance on the last night was a hit… believe me… I felt so proud of our group in being so united in this…with the men taking the lead for once (mature young men who have been through NS, OCS)

Thank God…

Back to the sessions… although long, they were certainly worth going for. They are down to earth messages that apply to everyone in varsity and we discussed leading meaningful lives for God over meaningless lives for our self gain. I rededicated myself to the Lord, asking him to take charge of my life, as it is not my own and I in my own strength am inadequate in handling it alone. Sharing the vision with the group after which and taking in others’ mindset and thinking set me to go all out for Jesus.

Workshop was fun- BGR. A couple formerly from VCF came and stood as mentors we could look up to and spoke genuinely to us about their struggles before and now. It gave a clearly and larger picture of what it really means to be finding a partner in Christ and to approach marriage and dating with perspectives that were discussed in debate.

We had lunch before departing Harbourfront... it may be our last lunch together, but I hope it will not be. I just pray that we’ll never forget the rapport we had built together and continue to sustain it for as long as God allows it to last.

I’ve really been touched in this camp- by both people and God.