I'm at it again!

Munching, gorging... Whatever words you can use to describe a hog... Try it on me... For a minute now... No more than that... How I could ever have allowed such atrocities in my life, affecting it's sanctity, is unbelievable and totally unacceptable...

though.... I must say that the bbq does serve good food... was at my mom's cell's bbq... (great salmon mom!) and great beef kebabs... ok ok... you'd have known there must have been a compelling reason for me to gorge... good food...

and it isn't that hideous anyway... the extra fats... at least, I hope so!!! will try as best to burn it through instilling some discipline to exercise!!! )

been a little worrisome lately... over some matters of friendship and my own character... been lost to the world lately... being a little 'gone' and yet, there... I wonder why for the latter... seriously... a friend of mine had to mention that I seemed out of the world before I knew something was bothering me... to which I said I didn't know... (how very queer)

in any case, I thank God for an alert friend as such.. it's been ages since I had a friend who notices my discomfort before anything else... (or am I starting to become easily read? or perhaps my acting skills and humourous ways have gone their separate ways?)