am I that much of an elitist?

well, somewhat... and an honest confession from a good friend is a little more soberness than usual... but I admire that and honour that openness... am I that incomprehensible? or am I that much of an elitist? either way, I got to find a way to connect... who knows? for all I've tried to decipher and probe... I might have come across the root problem... although only now...

to give up one's personality? or to purposefully blend in and become one of them? somehow, that leaves alot to be thought out and alot to comprehend and alot to make decisions on..