math geniuses are born, not made...

and somehow... I have been trying to grasp the concepts of all my topics in calculus... it's not easy... it sounded so 'glam' to be a business student (or artsy looking thing) studying something quite as obscure as calculus... kinda boosts of a multi-talented thingy... oh but I think I'll be able to handle it... no doubt... without the grades in perspective... hahaa...

and God has truly been my guide and help all the way... thank you Jesus... :)

it takes great skill in exercising one's mind to do an arts subject... to analyse... to put arguments forth, to do it convincingly... and it kinda clouds your little mind after a while... because there are so many possibilities... and no right nor wrong... ah, that's where people start rattling away in gibberish language...

and then again, for something quite as set and predictable as math or science... the skill comes in the comprehending the really difficult concepts (which are concepts based on the simplest idea made complicated by men)... and memorizing... and more practice... the geniuses here do not escape unscathed... they go psycho after a while... it's too 'exciting' for them... too much to delve into.. too much to understand and come up with...

for us the slackers? the people who memorize without understanding much (notice the word 'much' since you have to understand it to some extent to do some questions in the exam!!!)... we just stick around... and keep sane... because we never were VERY interested anyway... the trick to overcoming the science and math stuff? exercise sanity... it's very very important... which is why some of us just keep quiet and are pretty reticent... the battle's going on in the mind...

shush... do not disturb... the santity of sanity...

argh... I'm not exercising it anyway right now... gee... maybe I'm TOO interested in both... makes it worse...