after thoughts.

I'm so numb to everything else not concerning my studies and spiritual life for now... met up with friends for lunch and breakfast and it sure feels good... to keep sane... for a while...

meanwhile, my struggles within a marketplace are looming and i do not know how i would be able to get about it but i will i guess... by his grace... it'll continue to be a constant struggle...

had a mini-argument (though the word is used too strong here) between me and my dad over relationship issues... haha... it was hilarious and for once i don't want to just prove myself right... but show him that everything has to be read in context... there's no one-size-fits-all thing here...

wen was very nice in speaking to me... ha... i got the better of him... this time I'm the one quicker to tease... alright!

going for class at 4... just did a bout of studying with the vcf people...

econs lecture was like going through a visionless rollercoaster... he went from fast to lightning... because he hadn't taught the syllabus as he would have liked... argh.

I didn't know I was amusing... ha... in my comments... or rather... as taken out of context, "funny"... *you finally said it*

my 'sordid' past seems to want to come back and haunt me... but sharing it with my ccr gfs have shown me how I really have gotten over it and am open about being vulnerable... reputation-wise or not... yup... thank God for that... ")

seems the more you free, the more freed you become...

I am a new creation, no more in condemnation... here in the grace of God I stand...