dual identities.

my friend darius just came back from the US... he's canadian singaporean who was born there and raised here... just recently confirmed his canadian citizenry and i guess for good reason too... canada finds one far more opportunities than mere singapore... and with a country that huge, being the weather girl to earn a proper income is viable too... :)

i've ever dreamt of making the weather girl cut by imagining graduating in geography, being a meteorologist, and making waves literally by reporting on the latest happenings.. given the intensity of the meteorologistic department these days with the measurement of seismic waves that arise from underground tremors and the subsequent shockwaves and tsunamis... it's not something you can put a "no use" sign to these days...

so i guess i'm living dual lives as well... one part's practical and says that i should and would go the practical way of life.. to find a good and well-paying livelihood to support myself and find a better life... the other tells myself to live somewhat more dangerously by doing what i like to do instead... but i chose the former, and as a result i am forcing myself to love the former and i somewhat do! i'll never know what it would feel like to be the latter but it certainly sounds interesting!

you can't have your cake and eat it too...

well for once i have company tonight without the movie screen... it was fun talking to You as always... :) some people ask what makes one fall in love... some just do and never reason out why. that's perhaps the most dangerous way to love.. but perhaps the most fulfilling...

have i lived a fulfilling life today? i'm not too sure... but i am sure trying all means and ways to make it happening... whatever goes :)