"stop eating so much little sophie!"

i find myself taking a liking to eating proper meals with desserts as a must. i have been gorging on chocolate cake leftovers... this has to stop!

yeah and so i tell myself... stop eating so much!

but it seems that it only picked up this week... i suppose it happens whenever i am stressed or a little disturbed... i was fine all week last week! (ok so 7 days doesn't make anything much but... oh well...)

just realised that i have to unlearn very quickly and learn up the new techniques i just picked up just... it all seems very disturbing... and i get very irritated when people start making noises over the greens... this has to be curbed. so that i can concentrate better despite every disturbance. and drive the thoughts of irritation out of my mind...

to play better. yes to play better.

it's this coming tues.. i had better hurry up.

fred is such an efficient guy... he just organises things and also includes the people he knows every now and then... suddenly i find myself coordinating things i never intended to... but then... i did hear those voices in my head to do something when everything's messy and disorganized. but i couldn't be bothered. i'm a different person. i don't take things into my hands no more. am i supposed to?

oh well... maybe... maybe...