well the week has started!

here we go... i am here in the school's library after returning books that i fortunately had renewed loans of so that i needn't pay the fines... waiting for the meeting to start... at 11am... though of course it shouldn't be called a meeting 'technically' when i sense alot of 'action' impending... slacking off gym this week for the camp... logically since i can't have time to... and i worry for my weight gain so far... sheesh been eating good food and not exercising...

caught superman just yesterday and it was nice! was thinking to myself whether the liking for superheroes such as superman would indicate a character trait within oneself... it's like, there are so many superheroes, each with different identities and traits, what makes one like one over the others? some identify with spiderman for his vulnerabilities in real life, but superman this round seems to have caught on with that as well... some identify with wolverine's angst and i am no exception... some identify with jean grey's inability to make clear choices in life, some love the quiet leadership of storm... some love cool superdudes the ninja turtles... some like laid back, brainy and rich batman... i would love having a personal assistant but that's not the issue here...

but one thing's clear... everyone senses the need to have a hero... everyone needs a hero... whether the hero is oneself or someone else...

some heroes are rather out of sync with the rest... roald dahl's mathilda used to be my heroine and still is in some sense... except that it surfaces in people like dr. rice and ex-hp-ceo carly... heroes do present some light in what you search for... i just hope the discovery's not too frightening...