you know who your true friends are when they don't run...

What else do you need when you've got friends who befriend you for certain purposes and you only realise it when something significant happens to you that robs them of all reason to befriend you?

well. that's life... :(

more yet to come? haiz... i had a talk with a friend of mine just and he told me to be 'hen'... just be totally objective and evil... sometimes that works better than a couple of smashes in the head with the drumsticks...

but honestly, so what the stellar? so what the attention? beauty's a silly thing to have... although i must admit thoughts took a turn when i read about queen esther... alright so perhaps drew's right... but i cannot be nice to just about anyone anymore... maybe he made me like so, so that i won't continue my destructive mode unsuspectingly...

whatever. heck.