darling... :)

things have never gotten better... I feel a little more blessed each day... actually no, a lot more blessed with each passing day... :) however it's a constant reminder to myself that I shouldn't lose myself in the midst of everything and i pray that the Lord would grant me the discernment to know when and what to do, the right thing at the right appointed time.

Prayers have been ever so earnest since a long time ago... but the content has been steadily changing and morphing with time.. and right now... it probably involves something i never thought i would in a long time to come. the pride and arrogance a little diminishing each day... and taking up the characteristics of meekness and gentleness in spirit. or at least, that's what i long for... ")

Lord show us the way. the way to you. the way back to you whenever either of us do not heed your word. the wisdom to discern, to listen to advice, to pray earnestly each day, to share your love ( and that should still be our first priority no matter what)

teach us how to pray in uncertainties and adversities. teach us to pray even when it seems irrational and even when we're so down we cannot think of anything good to say or do. teach us to give thanks for the little and seemingly insignificant events in our lives.. because now we see your continual provision and love.... you let us go through events in our lives to build us up and bring our lives a little closer each day. for that i really want to thank you. :)