it's pretty unnerving to be scrutinized... constantly!

I feel that blog has been read by too many for me to really unleash all that is within me... my thoughts and feelings and the like. somewhat makes me feel like being more politically correct but i guess it comes to a point of knowledge that i am forever making obscure statements and reasonings... :) so i shan't care...

wisdom is something when seeked, is found... just about anyone who remembers his or her own lack or want for it... finds it... because seeking it involves sacrifices and learning... from teachers to life experiences to your friends and even your enemies... and sacrifices build the character for advancement in the wisdom sector of things...

not a point of enlightenment but a constant struggle to surrender, give our heart's desire to God... let him have his way with us... though it sounds stupid to sometimes... but this is the way to wisdom... we find no equal in wisdom to him... :)