I hadn't the heart to refuse...

the delicious food that's seemingly always around me in my new school... and i end up, unfortunately, gorging, force-feeding to curb my humongous appetite whatever... and now I hadn't the heart to refuse exercise... but I'm sick... so it's this vicious cycle of need and wants that keeps me trapped unwittingly.. and unless I do something about it, it's going to consume me, or it'll likely to be a 'controlling' factor in my life... okok.. so I'm pretty dramatic about this whole thing.. something to spice up my life I guess... driving yesterday was fun but not before I shook myself out of that trance (which I aquired when drinking my cough mixture- the label said it MAY cause drowsiness). the experience was totally horrible... and I'm still sick... sigh... I really pray that I'll be able to pass it this coming monday... would be going for an aiesec interview tomorrow... hopefully would be able to do my best and give the best answers and most of all, be genuine, and be myself... ;P

btw, school was not too bad, quite an experience... to be working my brains after so long needs some tending to I guess... still don't know what would be expected of me... but I'm willing to try and succeed... and leave myself vulnerable to heartaches along the way... that's the way everything goes...