I had to say all that...

right now I dunno who to turn to and what to say... God, be my refuge and peace, like you've always been...

Send yourself along our ways to guide our thoughts wisely and well. There is no higher wisdom than yours.

Meanwhile a month is all I am left with school- and I don't want to jeopardize it. I worked hard all these while... the end is nearing... many things are coming up thereafter- I need to reorganize my schedules to include everything in the world for myself... golf, sports, camps, dance, baking, tennis watching, and vcds. those should do the trick for me, i hope... anything to take my mind off things would be good really... just not shopping in singapore- it sucks.