tired out.. sleep and wake up early, sleep and am tired...

it's a vicious cycle... i have been sleeping at awkward timings of 1030 at night and waking up in the middle of the night with no amount of effort being able to settle me down to sleep for the next few hours as necessary... as such i end up awake and alert with nothing to do... and not knowing how and why it is...

my friend's had 4 offers of interviews and has sat and failed through 2 of them... he is certain of the 3rd and rejected the 4th. i just only got wind of my first one this coming tuesday, and it's 4 of us fighting for the place of 1... I wonder if it's all meant to be... *twitch*

if it does, wow... i do have an amazing story to tell... if it doesn't... well... hm...

feeling a little drowsy right now... sheesh... this is seemingly so bad...

much ado about project meetings and project work... people haven't been turning up for meetings nor doing the stuff that they should... i guess it really all boils down to the few of us doing all the work! oh well... time to keep to the deadlines and pick up lifelines soon... :/