the biggest event of the year... but why don't i feel good?

IOC. London won... but somehow it comes to me as "so what?" not that i intentionally want london not to win... i was a little more objective here.. found that moscow had the best design but as for the presentations... no one can really blame them isn't it? after all, english is not their national language... and so exciting spanish had alot to give but i guess they aren't within the 'circle of trust'... new york was quite a disappointment but they can pride in more possibly winning it the next time round for 2016... :) London had the more credible olympic spirit...involving the young... sometimes with whatever you have got, logistically and even the best transport station and etc.. if you haven't got the spirit... you haven't got it... London... here's a toast.

but does it make me all excited? not much so... not when there are still happenings around the world other than the IOC... like the sobering suicide... like the things we have got to do as tasks... like the everyday mundane things... like so...

but eating gets me fired up! *mirth*

i can't feel too good today... don't ask me why... maybe it's because he is sick... and perhaps also because half my clients look so off today because they supported paris... perhaps it's because although i stayed home yesterday for the first night in ages... i didn't exactly speak to my family members all that much and i regret it alot... i love them... so why don't i treasure them more? perhaps it's the after effect of knowing about the suicide... how it gets to you... questions you... gets you thinking...

somehow alot of other things don't matter anymore... they don't...