stomach's rumbling...

and it rumbles when i have just eatened to the very brim... i wonder what that could mean for me...

:/

anyway, these few days of isolation from blogging has been a little therapeutic i must say... for once i didn't feel that i needed to 'report' to anyone... yet there was this nagging 'need' to blog... i am glad i now feel that i should blog whenever i feel like it and not when i don't... it's amazing how something so elementary would be able to grip my mind like a little vice you never noticed until you took the time off to view yourself in the mirror...

as it is... i have just swallowed the book by Darin Strauss of Chang and Eng and found it most amusing and interesting... the characterisation of Chang and Eng is humourous and the feelings so directly and purposefully discussed to give the characterisation as such was amazing... it was easy reading, easy to the eye, yet deep to the soul... justin said it would have been a heavy book to read... i suppose he meant the afterthoughts one has after reading such intensity of emotions...

in any case... there is this nasty habit of mine of reading other sorts of books rather than what i should- my exam material during the exam period... the exam's next week and i hadn't muster up enough sense to look through my exam material... maybe that accounts for my lack of performance.

oh well...

if it's a bad habit i should kick it... but somehow deep inside my mind the argument that i am merely reading something for interest' sake and not doing any mental harm to myself through the use of video games and all is brewing... but perhaps it injures my senses-to want to do a little better than i could... that reasoning should do the trick.