blunder!

(sticks tongue out)

and the thing is i didn't manage to cover it up well enough this time around... that is the blunder... it's a little difficult to put into words what the whole trivial was about anyway but being a person who values a status as a person who doesn't swear as much as it might have appeared... it does matter to me...

but there's nothing i can do but act innocent and be less talkative in class... *bleah*

hehe... it had a whole funny side to it anyway...

everyone's wishing the semester would end but that would only mean my going away and missing a particular someone and the rest of my family. Goodness, you wouldn't know how much you love them until you're really physically going to be half a globe from them and there wouldn't be a sister to talk to occasionaly ( and i admit i do take her for granted... along with the rest of my family), a brother to ask about of work and the like... a father to talk business and sense to... a mom to pamper me with tonics and tea and good food... and oh the occasional bake she makes on her freer days... and you dear, the cooking we do together, our time with our families... concerts, anniversaries, whatever nots... :) it's been good to reminise thus far... i shan't complain...

will things be different without me around? I'm starting to imagine... not that i have alot of time to spare on this but i seriously am day dreaming a little... perhaps it's what's the most significant thing in my life with the semester more or less halfway through...

and yes three more midterms to go and 4 more quizzes... as well as more submissions... guess it's all been about these things these days.. and no one's having the time to socialise and have fun. be fun and be cool... not that it matters socially.. we could have less drunken drivers.. though now they're more sober and looking forward to meetings and project completions...

yay we're going ikea later... can have my favourite swedish meatballs and salmon... hungry thinking about it...

and i have only 6 cents in my wallet as for now... after eating quite a fair bit for lunch... and breakfast... goodness... don't i just feel poor on mondays... it's the second time around now... and no more going i hope...

my cooking has improved and my mom applauded me on it... but i don't think i would be going around to cook for everyone unless they fancy veggies (cause that's the only stuff i have been experimenting with) ...

haven't tried meat as yet.. got to perfect one before the next!

class is in 40 min and i have got an hour and a half to kill later whilst waiting for him....

which explains my weird timing of blogging... then again i have always blogged during school hours these days as home means sleep... the nus culture has turned me into a daytime-workaholic and a nighttime-couch potato... honestly... i wonder at the amount of star sports i have been watching since the start of the semester... it's quite an interesting fact to note really...

and you wonder... will there be anything in all you do that matters to God? I do start to wonder sometimes... :) it keeps you in check of what you need to do...

hey you people who are currently very stressed out... Trust in the Lord with all your heart, soul and mind... honestly there's no more you can worry about that's going to change things... there's no more you can do than what the Lord has already done for you because it's been so much...

it's not the physical smartness... it's wisdom of keeping good track of time, of good stewardship of your time and money, the inner peace felt when others don't feel so... the blessings which come in many forms, many of which we don't always appreciate... either that or they lie unnoticed... ever wondered?