unnerving first day of class...

it's just one subject and the whole thing of academics here is scaring me to death... we had our syllabus coverage and marks allocation today for just one course and the amount of work i have to put in makes me want to faint... :(

add to this americans who can write well for papers, present well, are creative... God, i'm really at your mercy...

tomorrow comes with it three more classes and argh... *shakes head*

i thought that i could squeeze in some time for a run since i stay so near the gym... but to no avail... haiz... seems being alone and independent doesn't constitute to more discipline and time... haha.. though i did wake up early to go online to meet friends... :) you guys.. ya!

i thought of separating my admin stuff to do at the uni between just now and later... but class finished fast and so i walked around the campus... and did all my admin stuff that i could... and found out the christian students fellowship booth! would be joining them for Bible study tomorrow i guess... :)

they were all very very nice... not at all unfriendly... :)

my room mates are kinda very americanised. unique i would say... but quite openly vulgar and not so try-to-be-nice... which is a good thing and bad... cause there's like no r/s between us except which is needed... oh well.. God grant me the favour of theirs' anyway...

walking in the rain and cold is a very good workout in itself already... i keep trying to tell myself that so i would feel better not exercising... am simply too tired really... :(

got to go meet my prof later in about an hour and a half... and then go for the orientation which the international office has... the singaporean students would be there! yay... haha not that the americans aren't nice... when u meet the nice ones like in my hosts and those in the cf... oh wow... but other than that? hm... well more independent and not so forthcoming... ya.

well it's a new environment. new work style. new work to be done. guess i better get going... tonight would be too shagged to do anything... :(