metabolism's slowing down rapidly

and i keep feeling like i should be puking.

from not being able to digest the food in my little tummy.

or should i say my expanding tummy?

haiz... i feel so horrible. so awkward. so funny in the tummy.

can't eat like before. and the lack of activities isn't helping at all.

so is the lack of exercise.

is it really psychological?

or merely a case of the cook not appreciating her own cooking?

i really don't know...

but one thing i do know...

i tried quelling such thoughts by packing up today.

and did so pretty well. am happy about that. :)