no internship, no job, no future...

i am so bummed... i didn't get the internship i wanted and i should have applied for the internship here... sheesh... they would be paying me so much more than the peanuts here.. though i might have to run into alot of complications regarding the student visa and the working permit thingy...

bummed at so many things... like random thoughts that ran through my head which ian talked me out of... seems rather rational to me to think like that but he says it's not my fault from a guy's viewpoint...

i feel relieved.

or do i? haiz. that's for me still to find out...

anyway we've booked our new york trip finally i think... sheesh it's going to cost a bomb - but thankfully we're only going to stay there for 5 nights... no more nor less... cause any more would be so exorbitant i am so going to cry at the cost...

okies so i have got a meeting tomorrow i need to attend and a marketing test i need to study for... then study for the quiz i have on tuesday before completing my finance assignment that is due on wednesday...

goodness...

i feel like i just need to tahan a little more and then get back to home sweet home...

even trip planning is stressful...

getting bummed by p and g is stressful...

thinking about spending even more in hong kong for that exchange program is stressful...

i need to go home and find respite...