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After I started to take note of my mood swings- I realized some days I feel beautiful (whether like Snow White I don't know) and some days I feel grumpy, sleepy, dopey, doc (miss smarty pants), happy, sneezy and bashful (well ok not quite so)

Gosh that's so much like snow white and the 7 dwarfs all rolled into one... mashed up somewhat...

After I started to take note of my spending and earning habits (ok so I don't really have an earning habit yet) and discover to my horror the spending habits I never thought I would regret and realize the income I never had... sheesh... I save too little, spend too much, earn too little... where do the financial revelations start? Glad it's now and not later... got to get to it. And pick up the tempo.

I started taking note of my interests in sports and realized that I travel between sports at a rate of perhaps every 3 months... perhaps it's perpectual boredom, or perhaps it's just not being forced into a working mode of independence that requires me to be less adventurous in the sports I do... and just work out to keep trim.

I started taking note of my academics and career and realized that for once in my soon to be career- I have direction, a sense of purpose and know what I am gunning for next. Better late than never. And better to do it all with a capable man I know I can rely on as my side kick :)

I started taking note of the friends I have and had and realized that due to my transient nature of taking life as it is- I have friends all over the globe, without any real attachment anywhere... it's sad to think this in this one way but then again I always had really great and good friends at every stage of my life and thank God for all of them- really.

I started taking inventory of the cute guys- or so I think and they revolve around guys with athletic ability and alot of smarts... I don't appreciate white boys and chinese guys... oh well... :P

I started spending more time with my sister and brother, mom and dad, and I realized I am started to support and love them in the best way I can- with time, effort, a little more understanding than before and this is perhaps due to the fact that I am approaching the stage my parents are in right now and appreciate it all the more... and the mothering nature of me coming out at the right time... protective syndromes and fiercely protective you might add...

I am started to get a better idea of adulthood and it's began a little scary I must add, but once I started to digest it and read more about life... sometimes it makes me more skeptical about life- sometimes it makes me realize that life really needs one to embrace it very much and love doing what you do. Life is too short to be calculative and conniving... :)