Dugged. Tugged.

I dug into the inner parts of my specimen heart and found out why and how in the world I had been unreasonably angry, selfish as a result and constantly a little fire-shot waiting to be exploded...

I am way too tough on myself- because nothing's ever good enough for me. But why? I asked myself- and I came to the conclusion that if God loves and accepts me the way I am- I should too. Thank God Joseph talked me through the whole thing and put up some kind of resistance to get me thinking... Gosh if I could walk all over him I would have and never would have learnt! :) You're the best...

Dugged deep- now I tugged my socks up and made headway in my papers and tomorrow's presentation... Finally- after watching 30 reruns of The fresh prince of bel air- I reckoned that enough was enough- ok ok I'll be honest- I stopped because they ran out of episodes on u tube :p

But thank God anyways :)